I Miss you Dad !

It hurts to think that you are not here anymore. Although I canโ€™t help but smile with tears in my eyes to think of how we cherished each and every moment of our lives together when you were alive. I miss you dad.

I was just 5 years old when he left me forever. I just remember little memories of him carrying me wherever he goes, waking up for school and me crying always as I didn’t want to.
Life was very hard since then today I can imagine how my mom must have suffered, how she brought us up together till we completed school and college. Specially my younger sis ‘Austina’ She was born a year after my DAD passed away. ๐Ÿ˜”

She even didn’t know how he was and what were the things that we did together . Whenever she would ask me a question about him I would change the topic as I didn’t know what to say. But our life was not ended but it was changed.

Every time at 12:00 am on my Birthday, the Birthday wishes keep on flooding. But I spend that moment silently crying remembering those old memories I had with my dad, what would have been if he was still with us. The memories flashes through my eyes on that day every year. We wouldn’t have struggled a lot for job, Financial problems etc.

(One of the old pics..)

Now here I stand on my fathers footsteps to help my family in needs through good and bad times. And its been 19 years and I still miss you Dad ! ๐Ÿ˜Š

23 thoughts on “I Miss you Dad !

  1. Reblogged this on Free The Truth and commented:
    We see the same people every day, say hi, and converse in minor chit chat. People we call our friends and family are given the privilege of knowing us better, but even those closest to us are often still kept at a safe distance. It is through our writings that we tear down those walls and pour our hearts out on the page. It is our readers, usually complete strangers, who get the most intimate view of who we really are.
    Thank you AloyFerns for nominating me for the Versatile Blogger Award. You mentioned that you were excited to learn more about me. Like everyone on here, all you need to do to learn everything about me, is simply read my posts.
    I’m not so sure how I feel about awards just yet, but I am so thankful for the nomination. I started my own personal tradition of reblogging my favorite posts from bloggers who nominate me for an award, in lieu of participating in the standard award post.
    As such, I wanted to share this post from AloyFerns, as he shares a beautiful piece of his life and inspires me with the message that life does go on.
    “Our life was not ended, but it was changed.”

    1. Thank you for reblogging my post on your blog, its been a month and I have been blogging based on my personal experiences, and through valuable feedback it kept me going. Interacting keeps each other close. I will be in touch with your blogs to know more about you . Thank you daodeqi.

  2. All these times I didn’t shared about how i feel about my dad, but WordPress gave me an opportunity to share what’s was in my heart, thank you for your wishes your views ๐Ÿ˜Š

  3. Heโ€™ll always be there beside you, protecting you and your family like a guardian angelโœจ
    May his soul rest in peace.

  4. “Your life was a blessing, your memory a treasure. You are loved beyond words and missed beyond measure”
    What a beautiful tribute to your dad, I am so sorry for your loss. I can bet anything that he is bursting with pride, watching you and protecting you wherever you go๐Ÿ’›

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